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Jared by definitely Jared :icondefinitely:definitely 0 0
this is my new life
oh building, move your obscene form
for you are blocking me from the moon.
oh ghastly cigarette, for how quickly i am torn
from the beautful sight of a sunset.
forlorn, torn, and tired
i give myself up to a nation so wired
and taken from contact.
hello digital dream,
hello online family,
hello to my new world, where you frown at strangers,
and turn away from the plead of a starving man.
goodbye to a world i hardly every knew,
of fruits and vegetables, straight from the earth,
of families enjoying eachothers company,
and innocent, excited youth.
hello to a place where changing the world means
finding the fastest way to get rich.
goodbye mother nature,
although we were never friends,
i was just beginning to scratch the surface,
when my new world cut you down.
goodbye to a time when men were measured by their characters,
not their riches.
goodbye to individuality,
for it is now against the rules.
hello wired nation,
for i have lost all hope
of holding on to an antique
i have given up.
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Profound by definitely Profound :icondefinitely:definitely 1 8 Love of My Life by definitely Love of My Life :icondefinitely:definitely 3 6 i do declare you blow me away+ by definitely i do declare you blow me away+ :icondefinitely:definitely 0 3 HOT SQUIRRELS IN DA TREEZ by definitely HOT SQUIRRELS IN DA TREEZ :icondefinitely:definitely 2 4 Oh, I wish I were an Agottsi_ by definitely Oh, I wish I were an Agottsi_ :icondefinitely:definitely 0 1
Mental Masturbation
a woman in a room with the half-open door tries plainly to feel at all.
she pushes and prods from her head to the floor,
and when she's finished she is quite apalled.
IS THIS HAPPINESS? this lacking of thought?
or is this simply the absence of a life almost forgot.
maybe it's the sobriety and cleansing, that cleansed her far too much.
maybe THAT is the just cause for this complete loss of touch.
a woman in a room with the door half open, goes to it and pushes it shut
she strips to her skin trying to find an excuse to be in this horrible rut.
she looks down to her thighs, which are quite disappointing,
and to a chest that could be more rewarding.
and she hates EVERYTHING from her butt to her nose to her toes.
but then she looks to her hands, and sees a future with plans
full of music and drawing and words.
a woman in a room with the door shut aquires a feeling of hope.
with that feeling there she's no longer scared
and opens the door and walks straight right out.
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Big Decision by definitely Big Decision :icondefinitely:definitely 2 5 OH MY GOD get it away... by definitely OH MY GOD get it away... :icondefinitely:definitely 0 2 things behind the sun by definitely things behind the sun :icondefinitely:definitely 2 6 My Daily Reminder by definitely My Daily Reminder :icondefinitely:definitely 1 6 those fucking hipster boys by definitely
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those fucking hipster boys :icondefinitely:definitely 0 1
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the dangerous site :icondefinitely:definitely 0 6
vodka on bancroft by definitely vodka on bancroft :icondefinitely:definitely 0 9 Lilah's on Criz-ack by definitely Lilah's on Criz-ack :icondefinitely:definitely 0 3


All the Umbrellas in London by chemicalflowers All the Umbrellas in London :iconchemicalflowers:chemicalflowers 6 7 Blasphemy by witheyesclosed Blasphemy :iconwitheyesclosed:witheyesclosed 1 1 Gooey by phono-graphik Gooey :iconphono-graphik:phono-graphik 1 4 down from galway by caitiecometrue down from galway :iconcaitiecometrue:caitiecometrue 2 4 silent night, baby. by brian2 silent night, baby. :iconbrian2:brian2 2 0 yoursadspringsandmycoldwinters by brian2 yoursadspringsandmycoldwinters :iconbrian2:brian2 6 6 Bright Eyes mauve by pullmyhair Bright Eyes mauve :iconpullmyhair:pullmyhair 1 3 to no one in particular. by brian2 to no one in particular. :iconbrian2:brian2 4 27 the 'maybe' hurt worse. by brian2 the 'maybe' hurt worse. :iconbrian2:brian2 4 36 good behavior. by brian2
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good behavior. :iconbrian2:brian2 1 22
I WANNA LICK THE HONAY OFF by pullmyhair I WANNA LICK THE HONAY OFF :iconpullmyhair:pullmyhair 1 13 tooyoungforprisonnotanymoretho by brian2 tooyoungforprisonnotanymoretho :iconbrian2:brian2 2 11
whatever happened to him?
i'm fighting this battle with myself; i'm fighting this battle with my razor while i'm shaking on the floor.  good god, each dose was like heaven.  it's like dying without feeling anything; my temporary death.  i remember when he first introduced me to it, a sly look upon his face, "snort it if you want," he said, "but i inject".  this wild eyes gleamed&we danced around with our minds in the sky&our bodies in the ground.
the experience was breathtaking, it was fucking blissful.  my obsession, my darling.  his body, his body, his beautiful body.  good god, you know that i loved him like an addiction, right?  i could have sworn they were the same to me.
i left him one day&i can't get rid of the hole.  the hole, the deterioration of the kid with his head in the sky, the burning i feel without it--without him, i mean.  push it in mePUSHITINNNNNNNNOW HURRY.  good god, i can't take the seperation.  i've been consumed, i've been consumed, but i can't care anymore.  it's over, it's done.
you k
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maneuvers my mind by brian2 maneuvers my mind :iconbrian2:brian2 2 7 Jenny and her Angels by pullmyhair Jenny and her Angels :iconpullmyhair:pullmyhair 2 5 Ben Needs to Hurry Up. by phono-graphik Ben Needs to Hurry Up. :iconphono-graphik:phono-graphik 2 6



United States
Current Residence: Oakland, California
Favourite genre of music: E-mo: a much-maligned, mocked and misunderstood term for melodic, expressive, and confessional punk.
Favourite photographer: kelly riffer
Personal Quote: "my hand thinks i'm an artist, but my heart knows im a poet."
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YoU JuST GoT TaGGeD! No TaG BaX!!
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xcourtneylynnx Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2005
what the F***!!!:FUSIONROCK:
mindlessbeing1122 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2005
Hey ..... I totally miss you and all the joy that you used to bring into my life. 0.0 where have you dissapeared to, Love ?

fuckette Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2005
hey em
my email is and you should email me now because i dont even live in california anymore :-D

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Tunaferit Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2005
hi random deviant :wave:
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